I am more confident this year, and my language more direct often. I am confident making statements without being positively certain sometimes. I believe this is agency/self-appreciation largely. As noted, this is me channeling more of my big sister. She too can be blunt when no reason not to.

More interesting, I am reaching something which is either honesty, daring, or both. I am habitualizing not delaying things. I used to delay, to save things for some unspecified later. I trust things will just keep getting better. And if so, no need to ration exploration or evolution or progress, no need to hold back. I’ve been reaching out against social fear more, I’ve talked about things more when uncertain of how wise it was, in some name of fundamental honesty.

I want a life of fundamental honesty, and not to waste time unless when doing so feels good or productive.

On time, this also impacts some my thoughts on SRS. I want some youth at least in the right body. I have some time left, but I need to use it then.