Started day with a new laser provider who was actually good – a fourth of what I paid in the past, and spent a lot of time actually hitting the spots where needed.

Then endo meeting. Things chaotic – unsure if I actually had an appointment (chaos and languages in Babylon) but the doctor saw me anyway. Will end up trying estradiol in gel form, and probably lowering blocker dosages; he seemed willing to prescribe progesterone in the future.

These things all good but leaving me still somehow shaken afterwards, as though things which relate to medical administration (and which are important) leave me feeling as though I survived something.

Question then is – do I change my HRT delivery regime before or after the big scary important grant interview on Wednesday? The wise answer would be “after“. The me answer probably is not.