CW weight.

Here goes trying the app. Most likely will use app interface to share small joys and pains quickly.

I must now calculate for 1h from waking to being out the door.

Waiting for April for an SRS consultation feels like forever. Even waiting for new therapist consult next week does. I am… impatient now?

Worried no technique may preserve all nerve endings (but probably enough). Will return to that fear and sorrow until I have mourned it enough, before even going near a scalpel.

Should start CW for body issue triggers. That too will recur. Realized part of why I need to lose weight is not just surgery but because my small breasts, even shrinking a little, will look more anchored on a smaller frame and I have dysphoria now over not being as busty as I should be.