Before the holidays I felt a similar Earthiness to these days. I thought that was from starting progesterone, but apparently it is not so simplistic. This may be a hint of my actually having a cycle of my own, independent of dosages. If that holds, then in about 6 weeks I should have another Earth phase, with an intervening busybody Air/Fire phase.
Tag: speculation
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Very speculative with no basis anywhere, but feelings need describing whether they have statistical significance or not.
If being completely speculative and anecdatal – which we totally do when we feel like, I’d describe this state of effectively mid-late faux-luteal phase as involving:
– Bloating (probably coincidence), feeling pressing need to urinate more often
– Feeling of tingly sleepy heat of peripheral blood vessels, like after being cold (this is a vasoconstriction thing somehow? makes me somehow think of cortisol)
– Emotional salience. Feeling close to affect, easily moved, easily anxious.
– But not active or vigilant, rather tired and non-urgent, staying at rest.
I feel very small and connnected to the world. My colour is more burgundy than purple, perhaps.
I wonder about this. If it really is there, it should persist until I go into faux-follicular phase on Monday. At which point I should experience clarity, wakefulness, vigilance, reactivity, urgency.
Wondering about the cortisol. Does that cycle in cis women, all else equal?