I don’t care if it is the same phenomenon or not, or if I am appropriating anything or not, but today I have no skin and I parse this as being something like a PMS experience. It’s the same as

– Sep 11 ( https://lost-in-transition.tumblr.com/post/177970939869/skinless-moon )

– Aug 30 ( https://lost-in-transition.tumblr.com/post/177558704049/tension )

So not periodic or predictable, and there are surrounding stressors. But everything feels heavy and sad and hard and I just want to crawl under blankets and blargh. Lying in bed trying to program, wanting to scream.

It will be OK. I hope it is something similar because I’d feel better knowing it is something I share with my cisters.