Some nasty surprises re: the offer the company gives me for home refurbishment. If they charge that much, they break my time frame for when I can have SRS with Mesopotamia, assuming I still have to pay out of pocket.
But I also recognize more and more how there seems to be way too many Suporn girls needing hours and hours of dilation six months or more in. That is not an option. I must go to Mesopotamia. Next week I have a consultation with them.
So the as-yet uncertainty on the financing has me feeling very visceral terror again. I must work out a solution. Most elegant would be if I can somehow get my health insurance to pay for it. Not having to pay 30K out of pocket would be useful. It may still mean it takes longer and at this point I really. Don’t. Want. To. Wait.
I hate these misshapen parts and want them gone, need to know they will be as soon as possible. I just have to be smart about it.
I’ll find a solution. It’s what I do.
lost in transition 