In prosaic and banal yet probably relevant terms, today I got access information to my bank again (there was a technical issue) and set up my monthly utilities payments. I also set aside the costs for the SRS I want in a separate account (draining most of the others, so should rebuild during the year).
This in itself is minor and means nothing. But with that in place, and hopefully soon the therapist letters in place, and knowing there are open surgery dates when I am considering it…
… there will soon be no concrete obstacles in the way, so I’ll have to face the moment of decision.
lost in transition 