My body is in that state of fuzzy tiredness I associate with inflammation. There was a little lack of sleep, there is fasting, there was not coffee yet. But more to the point this feels like a post-fear forced resting state.
An interpersonal exchange might, just might, no jinxing, be going exactly where I had hoped it will. I feel like it might take a lifetime to explore her, it reminds me of jetlags, of being newly arrived somewhere and whelmed.
Time to do magic.
lost in transition 