vows

The harder of my personal resolutions this year:

• Get in shape (so body shape looks more like a cis woman, because I start from someplace else so do not get the same leeway) to target; do this by changing my eating habits mostly, revise evening reward strategy (can drink but not eat if I already had food), have food earlier to try to habitualize that and get away from dinner-as-reward, as that really isn’t the way to go anyway, so try to kick that habit like I did nicotine. Aim to go back on the falafel wrap diet or the Denn calory count diet even if that means sacrifices taste-wise. At least do some cardio (cycle then jogging) and core training, need to strengthen those muscles at least for surgery.
• Voice training must get serious now. Must take time to train. Possibly with others, must get much more intense.
• Finish specific bottom electrolysis (easy I think).
• Get two letters for surgery (should be no problem).
• Either set in motion events for insurance-covered surgery (Schaaf/Morath), or ensure enough money to schedule surgery privately (Chettawut). This is largely a matter of therapy and documentation.
• Introspect in case I seem to get into sex play that I don’t feel 100% over and halt if so. Same maybe with relationships. Need to think more on this one though.