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These days just now, I seem to run out of spoons very quickly. Vacation mode thing most likely. On some level I know I get to, so I feel the long-term tiredness. Now feeling extremely tired and worn, will do minor things and then rest.

Also saw some claim that triggered my dysphoria a little, or rather just an opinion. Ordinarily would not faze me but right now no space in head, so putting thoughts into text. Person felt only dislike of body anatomy was a good reason to transition, compared to wanting to be seen as a man/woman or so as to relieve other issues. Here I’d counter that it really is true my other mental health issues, being to a significant part based in dysphoria, got better with transition and that this was a major otherwise unachievable benefit; that certainly is a good reason. And as for how I am seen… I am dysphoric when seen wrong, simple enough, and that has indirect consequences. Changing how I am seen reduces my dysphoria, which I need to do in order to function. That too I consider a good reason. So in a sense point all moot.

Brain tired, no logic, all weariness, will seek rest.

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