I weigh more than I want and was thinking. Need to take this seriously because of the way it intersects with dysphoria and body remodeling, and with preparations for future surgery (I think I can say now I want it. I think I am still sure I want to do it with Chettawut). It will happen. Just gets complicated because at this point, I’m finding that I get slightly more tired in the evenings than I would need to be for the work I want to do if I fast. Maybe it is time to look into other dietary strategies. I’ll try synbiotic supplements again for all we see from metagenomics point to it helping.
More interesting, bra shoulder straps have kept slipping down over shoulders for some time. Assumed they had stretched/expanded and today set out to adjust. But they were almost as tight as they could. Then removed the band extender, as bra generally felt loose. Fit much better. Of course, it probably did stretch some. But what I also must conclude is that my band size has decreased, my shoulders have slimmed, enough to change clothes fit. While even gaining weight. My anatomy is changing and I look at this fact with the same reverence as I would look at my baby.
Oh, and another thing I forgot too. Going by smell, I can wear dresses for several more days than I could a few months ago. My sweat may have changed further, I don’t actually sense it myself.
We move.
lost in transition 