NSFW?
So, ah, another thing I thought I would never do, done. Hearing how a trans woman I strongly admire do tuck in her pre-op state as a matter of course, and hearing it recommended from others to try to get a view on a post-op body despite dissociation, I tried it tonight.
Put the awful cursed gonads (now nicely shrunk from HRT, though still not all the way down to grape size – more like large olives) into the body somehow. Then using a gaff made by pinterest instruction from pantyhose parts, and a thong above that, and another pair of panties on that, and then intact pantyhose.
Then went out on the subway to one of my late night café haunts to work a while.
Did not feel much at first, not from the sight in the mirror, but I like the sight when sitting crosslegged. Some attention drawn to the area, as a drawback, but I do experience that I am not “protruding“ sensory nerves to some weird point in front of the body.
Still don’t know fully what I think about this. But the thought of being able to wear any underwear I want, and the feeling of not protruding out, that is interesting. A little cumbersome, but I think I will keep experimenting with this.
lost in transition 