One good thing about having your own lockable office is that when you are reaching levels of stress from how much you have to do in a short time and you feel tears are coming on, which you can no longer stop, just delay, since starting HRT, you can go to your office and lock the door and you can cry and hyperventilate. And blog about it. And think that it will feel better in a few moments, and then later you can be calm and focus and get things done and they will be done and everything will be OK.
There is valuable truth in that I both can be overcome with emotions and remain in control.
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Happy that I can do this by crying instead of biting myself, at least. Healthier.
Don’t worry. I’ll be OK. I only accept a successful outcome. It’s just that for a while this evening, while working towards it, I will be crying.
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