Second time of jogging. Not much makeup, feeling relatively undysphoric anyway, sports bra may help a lot as it means I am reminded of my growing rightness of body even if others cannot see it. Moving unhindered feels great, like my self moves out into the extremities. I felt alive. Wanting more of this.
A lot of what has improved could perhaps be understood as various factors shifting to let me be present in the moment much more than I could before. Advice to stay in the moment never worked in my assigned sex/gender. As my actual one, it does.
lost in transition 