Laser today. Now up at 25 units of whatever that is. Not really bothered by this pain, plus it feels less. Thinking of asking them to do the regions that are recommended for hair removal in preparation for Chettawut SRS, you know, just in case. Just feels awkward to ask one’s laser technician; “Could you laser my perineum? You know, this part here?“ Not least because I don’t know if that would reveal unexpected and hitherto hidden transphobia, “we only do intimate treatment for women“… which also would hurt. Bothered more by this hurt than by the thought of laser blisters on my intimates, which I suppose is interesting.
Doing an experiment involving HRT and placebo on a short scale. Will see if I finish it, and will write it up here if I do. Yay anecdata!
lost in transition 