I think this morning must be considered the first undeniable instance of mood effects of my hormone treatment. It’s probably happened before but I could not conclude it until now. It’s gray-ish outside, I am underslept, I am stressed and have some headache. But the response is disproportional to my past experiences. I find myself growling and being extremely angry at every little practical detail that does not exactly match my wishes, and most importantly, I cannot shut this off even though doing so would be practical. Interesting I suppose.

And fucking irritating as all hell.

And worth it if it really is part of aligning me with the womanhood I crave, even indirectly.