felicitations

Yesternight was catcalled for the second time, in a much less overall unsavoury location than last. Felt a little slimy, not so unsafe (police car nearby if nothing else), weirdly and problematically validating, and sad, because presumably same person would end up angry and scary if he had gotten close enough that he would have known I was trans. Guy in open-roofed car calling something to me and smiling, presumably wanting me to get in?

This morning, feeling the stress of all that I have to do, sensing it as pain and irritation and pressure. It will be fine, just feeling it. Will act to reduce amount of unsolved major challenges, and then will feel better. Also need to take proper fun time and recharge time, and to set up infrastructures from those. I have the space to make a life now, so I should do that.