tsunami

So it’s all going somewhere, so quickly and no longer all under my control. I came out to wider and wider circles of collaborators, I came out on FB and linkedin and so forth. Surprising people have been supportive (especially ones I am useful to, I note, but still!). No-one negative. A few not saying much at all in response, but that’s OK. It’s now officially so much cat-out-of-bag that going back on this would be awkward, and I am little irritated at that, would like in the best of worlds to just question and experiment for as long as possible. Then again, I need to use this opportunity now.

Voice training proceeds, with very little benefit but perhaps, as of last sessions, not entirely none. Getting braver – thinking now I’ll not be too afraid to wear my bras, for example, even when at work, because now people know I am trans. No longer using men’s rooms, though that leaves me at a loss in my workplace at the moment as I don’t know myself yet to be welcome in the women’s there yet. Laser proceeds. Epilation proceeds, body sculpting proceeds.

Most interesting, may soon pick up my first hormone therapy prescription! Feeling a need to document myself before starting, so I can assess any changes. I suppose I now am vaguely restless and anxious, though this is more diet than anything else. Prone to dry skin and dry hair. Otherwise, what to say? I should take photos. Then to see where things go. Not sure when to begin taking the pills. At some point before next week.